you all may think you know me but in reality, i am to complex for most peoples minds to handle.


I am not like every other girl with a "broken heart", it is much more.


I am consumed with the deepest sorrow.


this guy, the one I love, and I have split up after 5 months and 23 days, this may not be much to any of you, but to me it is a lifetime, a happy one. the only happy one.


I have a hard time believing anyone could understand th pain i am in.


to understand what I feel like, you would have to understand what it feels like to die.


this person, the one I loved and always will love, was my life.
And do you know what it is like to loose your life?




i do.




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I would not change that we were together, not for the world! but that we broke up.

we were meant to be, and one day...we will be again, i know it .
we still love eachother, and it's our fate.





with all the saddness in the universe, this is "L1z" signing off. bye.