impenatableL1z

  you all may think you know me but in reality, i am  to complex for most peoples minds to handle. I am not like every other girl with a "broken heart", it is much more.   I am consumed with the deepest sorrow. this guy, the one I love, and I have split up after 5 months and 23 days, this may not be much to any of you, but to me it is a lifetime, a happy one. the only happy one.      I have a hard time believing anyone could understand th pain i am  in. to understand what I feel like, you would have to understand what it feels like to die.            this person, the one I loved and always will love, was my life.             And do

I've not been one my website for quite some time.  It's been months, I have ten comments.  I was really sad last year, when I joined Deviantart, and I found happiness in this site, I produced alot of dark depressive art and somehow it made me feel better that some of you all liked it.  It became a huge part of my life I was on whenever possible.  I have made more friends and some of you might not even consider me your friend and most of you have probley forgotten me by now.  But I still think that you are all some of the best artists I've seen.  So Thanx you guys for helping me to entertain myself during my worst time.  So anyway I'm terribly

hummm, (sighs softly, in a sweet infatchuating breath) I like your hands. "reading random thoughts of someone is like acctually being inside someones head, for a spit second, acctually understanding how someone else thinks." he said Wow I love you for saying that and even thinking about it that way. (She thinks to herself.) "I would really like  to hear the ones you wrote that day." he says. "well ok, but they are just random thoughts." she said. (She picks up a paper that she wrote, and starts reading, they are extemely random thoughts, not even complete sentences.) she reads and reads traveling around, he never says a word, she keeps